Long Day
I have had a long day today. Not a bad day, just long. Now I am sitting at my desk - hot, smelly, with a bell full of chinese food. I have had a lot on my mind today. The loss of 2 members of tribalinc, Miguel's sick father, and my daughter's upcoming apt. I feel very sad for Miguel. I have never met his father but Miguel's pain, to me, is like I am losing my own father. Perhaps because I have grown so close to Miguel. I hate to see him go through, in one week, the loss of a friend and the loss of his father. Thats too much. Everything happens for a reason though. I know Miguel is surounded by friends and family and the LORD most of all. He and his family will make it through this.
I have had a growing stress. I am not sure why I am stressed. I am not in school, bills aren't really late (other than the ones on the bankruptcy) and I am getting along well with my family and my wife. Still I feel VERY stressed. Other than a severe case of Athetes-foot I am good. Why must my foot itch SO BAD!!!!!! &%^$#&@# FOOT!!!!! Ok I am better...but it is still itching.
I started a new account for my artwork. I feel deviantart is becoming more like MySpace. Kids, kids and more kids. Too much crap and not enough seriousness. I have an account with Artician.com. my account is located at http://stalkier.artician.com I will be posting only my serious pieces there. My other work I will post to dA.
I think that is all I have for the time being. Thanks for reading.
Posted in: on Tuesday, May 5, 2009 at at 7:05 PM
You are stressed because you worry my dear... you worry about Judy's doctor appointments, you worry about Miguel... I can see it when I look at you, feel it when I hold you. Let that burden of worry fall to Jesus, John. Judy will finally get a diagnosis and we can help her in more ways than we thought possible. Miguel will rejoice in the life of his Dad, and while it is a sad time, it is but a fleeting moment. And they will be reunited in Heaven. I know with all my heart the sadness you feel for him, for I know you love him as a brother. I feel it too.
bruther... i love you.
you lifted my spirits with your blog.
you have been so steady.
expect more stress... especially that which didn't stress you before.
you have leapfrogged many who walk the path of the christ follower.
now, it is time to stretch.
may i suggest the james 4:4-10
especially in the message.
grace and peace ... you are a warrior!
p.s. when i slow down, i will check out your new webpage.
later